Chrissy's Place

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Dear Dad 


The things I feel so deeply are often hard to say ...
When given the last chance to say all that I wanted,
My tears and sadness wouldn't let me anyway ...
If I could bring you back again, I'd tell you what I should ...
You’d know how much I miss you, I'd make sure you would ...
If you were here for just one more hour or better yet, a day ...
I'd express my unspoken love for you and I'd have countless things to say ...
You told me you were sick and before you die, you had one last wish ...
 Now that it's to late to compromise, I realize I was selfish ...
When I'm alone, I sit and talk to you only hoping you can hear ... 
Expressing what I feel, helps me to feel as if you're near ...
Losing you is affecting my whole world today ...
They say time will heal but my confused and hurt
feelings will never go away ...
Dad, it's so hard to believe you’re gone ...
But I know if you could, you'd tell me to carry on ...

Written By: Christina Brown 




Promise Me


Promise me you will help with the  efforts and strengths that I  need ...
 To walk down the pathway of lifes hardships in order to succeed ...

Promise me that we will help one another get past our fears ...
And that we will walk together through the joy, sadness and the tears ...

Promise me that when I need you to, you will understand ...
And if I need you to lead me in the right direction, you will take my hand ...

Promise me when we part, you will reassure me of your love, with a kiss ...
And my last request is this ...

Promise me we can move forward together, leaving our past ...
Fighting for our love and a relationship that will last ...

Written By: Christina Brown
  


My Past


You always knew what the limits were ...

Abuse in my passed remained a blur ...

Reason being because I yelled? ...

You pushed against me and there you held ...

Violating my body... in my space ...

Seeing the devil in my face ...

Have forgiven the disrespect ...

But my body and soul I must protect ...

Fact proven, do it once, do it again ...

Now you fit in with other men ...

Wanting me to accept and forgive? ...

This lifestyle I refuse to relive ...

Before you hurt me you should've thought ...

Better yet, don't lie ... we wouldn't have fought ...


Written By: Christina Brown





When You Took My Son


When you took my son ... 

Hatred towards you begun ...

Knowing its deceitful and wrong ...

Lies have gone on too long ...

I constantly pray ...

"someones got to see!" ...

Desperate plead, no guarantee ...

Witnesses speak one after another ...

Trying to prove an unfit mother ...

Staring them in the eye ...

Strong willed, wanting to cry ...

How could they take my child away? ...

This must be a case of forbidden foul play ...

At the end of the game, truth will show ...

No matter what, I will not let go ...

Karma will  badly stun you w/out a doubt ...

As for my family, we'll go about ...


Written By: Christina Brown






A Friendship 


I'm seeking  just one truly loyal friend ...

A friend that will be there for me until the end ...


A friend that will  be by my side through anything, instead of walking away ...
and whether I'm feeling happy or sad, my friend will stay ...

A friend that can overlook my flaws and keep mistakes part of the past ...
A friendship with true loyalty between is that no matter what, will last ...

A friendship that knows the meaning of real​ ...
 This is how a friendship should really feel ...

Written By: Christina Brown


From The Outside, In

Breaking me down from the outside in ...
Where do I start and how do I begin?

Killing me inside ... Knowing my intuition isn't wrong ...
My heart has been stomped on and my love strung along.

I'm lost in the in the noise and screaming in my head ... The heartache ... 
This can't be happening, it must be a mistake ...

Maybe its a nightmare or is it a delusion?
 Replaying, like a broken record in my mind until I find the perfect conclusion ...

Written By: Christina Brown



I'm Sorry 

 Sorry for the times you cried,
and the loneliness I may have caused you to feel inside ...

I'm sorry for the nights we lost,
and the deep pain that it must have cost ...

I'm sorry for the love you missed,
losing you made me realize this ...

I'm sorry I wasn't there to show,
the deepest love you'll ever know ...

I'm sorry for the empty days,
and the stresses that you still yet pay ... 

I'm sorry for the heart I broke,
that shattered with the words I spoke ... 

I'm sorry for the empty space,
that laid beside you at nite, in my place ... 

I'm sorry for the days that are gone. 
Lets  view it as the past ...
If you'll forgive me, our love will last ...

I'm sorry it took so long to vow,
to love you forever here and now ...

Written By: Christina Brown



Heartache

Feeling my heart ache as our love slowly fades away ...

I've begged and pleaded for your love ..

 I'm hurt and don't know what to do or say ...


 Without you, I'm lost and can't breathe ...

Emptiness is all I feel when you leave ...

Your broken promises, lies and deceit are so unfair ...

I cry because my dreams are shattering

before me, but you don't seem to care ...

Please, just fix your mistakes and make it right ...

I wanna trust you again and lay secure in your

arms when we go to sleep at night ...

Everyday I pray we'll make it through tomorrow ...

Please baby ... Help me make our love strong ...

 Hold me close ... Take away the pain and sorrow ...


Written By: Christina L. Brown